fortune cookie

a couple people have told me that not eating your fortune cookie itself and just reading the fortune is bad luck. well i guess i have bad luck. so for me it's normal, well whatever normalcy is consisted of. im ok with  it. i would rather be different than your clone. if i want to wear my yellow dress with purple stockings and feel hella HAWT then so be it. i think its the matter of me pulling it off. and thats another thing im ok with. one thing im not ok with is having a broken heart. and that's why my heart is kept close. not giving it away easily. under my own set of lock and key. guarded much? yes. lonely? sort of. one has to learn to throw away the lock and key at some point. being bold, usually equals happiness. im no advice giver outter. but im aware when im happy. music makes me happy. as does the sun on my skin. stretching, always. a simple smile. a big hug. thats my style. you dig? blissful in the moment, cautious for the future. im preparing myself.